Wednesday, September 16, 2009
The perfect girl with a perfect smile Something i wanna share with you. You were the one who makes me stay breathing. Remember that day, the second day we went to work? I was angry with something you did, but i find you so adorable. when you came, you ran to me and held my hands so tight. You were some how talking to yourself and Meiling told me you were talking to yourself in the mrt, even when she talked to you, you didn't reply. At that moment, i feel like hugging you tight but i was mad at that moment. when i was working, you ran all the way down from level6 to level2 to look for me. You ran to me, hugged me and you were talking to yourself again. You were so cute my dear! You were silly too! I know how much you care for me ya=) I appreciate all those things you have done for me. I love you more then anything, you are something soooo!!! important to me. I need you to survive! Although you might be lagging but you're always my beloved, my precious silly girl! Babe, have you ever thought of leaving me? What if one day we fall apart? I guess i will regret for my whole entire life. I hope these day will never come. We live to be together and we die to be together. I love you!
Babe Nlevels on the way! Yeah! We can't meet often but I know that no matter what you're always be in my heart. Thanks for the things you have done! Once again, I appreciate, and I'm so happy to have a girlfriend like you. I never regret having you. I love you! I miss you so much=)
emo-me.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Jenny was so happy about the new house they had found. For once in her life, that was the right side of town. She unpacked her things with such great ease. As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. How wonderful it was to have her own room. School would be starting, she'd have friends over soon. There'd be sleep overs, and parties. She was so happy it's the way she wanted her life to be. On the first day of school, everything went great. She made new friends and even got a date! She thought, " I want to be popular and I'm going to be! because i got a date with the star of the team!" To be known in this school you had to have clout, and dating this guy would sure help her out. There was only one problem stopping her fate. her parents had said she was too young to date. " Well I just won't tell them the entire truth. The won't know the difference: what's there to lose?" Jenny asked to stay with her friends that night. Her parents frowned but said " all night ". Excited, she got ready for the big event, but as she rushed around like she had no sense, she began to feel guilty about all the lies. But what's a pizza, a party and a moonlight ride? Well the pizza was good, and the party was great, but the moonlight ride would have to wait. For Dan was half drunk by this time, but he kissed Jenny and said that he was just fine. Then the room was filled with smoke and Dan took a puff. Jenny couldn't believe he was smoking that stuff. Now Dan was ready to ride to the point. But only after he smoked another joint. They jumped in the car for the moonlight ride, not thinking he was too drunk to drive. They finally made it to the point at last and Dan started trying to make a pass. A pass in not what Jenny wanted at all (and by a pass, I don't mean playing football.) " Perhaps my parents were right... maybe I was too young. Boy, how could I ever, ever be so dumb." With all of her mights she pushed Dan away: " please take me home, I don't want to stay." Dan cranked up the engine and floored the gas. In a matter of seconds, they were going too fast. As Dan drove on it, a fit of wild anger. Jenny knew that her life was in danger. She begged and pleaded for himto slow down, but he just got faster as they neared the town. " Just let me go home! I'll confess that I lied. I really went out for a moonlight ride." Then all of the sudden she saw a light of flash. " Oh God!, please help us! " we're going to crash!" She doesn't remember the force of the impact. Just that everything all of the sudden went black. She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble and heard " Call an ambulance! These kids are in trouble!" Voices she heard... a few words at best. But she know there were two cars involved in the wreck. They wondered to herself if Dan was alright, and if the people in the other car were still alive? She awake in the hospital to faces so sad. " you're been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad." These voices echoed inside her head as they gently told her Dan was dead. They said " Jenny, We've done our best and all we can do. But it looks as if we'll lose to you too." BVut the people in the other car!?" Jenny cried. " we're sorry, Jenny, they were also dead." Jenny prayed, " God forgive me for what I've done, I only wanted to have just one night of fun." "Tell those people's family, I've made their lives dim, and I wish I could return their families to them." "Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied, and that is all my fault that so many had died. Oh nurse, won't you please tell them for me?" The nurse just stood there - she never agreed. But the nurse took Jenny's hand with her tears in her eyes. And a few momments later " Jenny had died. A man asked the nurse: " Why didn't you do your best to bid that girl for her one last request?" She looked at the man with her eyes so sad. She said: "Because the people in the other car were her parents." The End!
emo-me.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
As the church filled up will people, his ex-girlfriend came
in her eyes locked on her former beloved's casket.
She looked at him, then looked up to his mom standing
at the head of the casket and asked if she can hold
her ex-boyfriend hand. His mother nodded slowly.
The girl looked down at him and then reached into
her pocket and pulled out a purple velvet box
and opened it, inside where two wedding rings.
She took out the guy's ring and slid it on her
ex-boyfriend finger, then took the girl's ring
and slid it onto her finger, she then bent over
and kissed his lips and whispered
"I'm sorry, " we will be together soon, I promise,
I love you, I'm yours forever, I know we didn't
actually get married, but we wanted to at one point,
so now i am married to you with these wedding rings."
She stood back up and sat in the front row.
The girl just kept her head down looking at the floor
trying to hide away from everything. After the funeral
service was over, they picked up his casket and were getting
ready to carry it to the hearse.
"STOP!" They stopped, every one looked at her as she got up
and ran over to the casket, she opened the lid. "Please,
let me just give him one more kiss before he his to
be taken away from me forever."
She opened the casket lid then leaned back over him
and cried, tears running down her face onto him.
"I'm sorry baby, i wrecked your life and mine...
like i said, we will be together soon."
She reached into her pocket and whispered:
"In just a minute."
She pulled a small knife from her pocket,
and before anyone noticed what was she doing,
she stabbed herself in the heart multiple times,
blood was pouring everywhere, before anyone could fathum
what happened, she was almost dead.
Someone then called 911 and told them what just happened,
but she was dead before the person even got off the phone.
There she was, leaning over her ex-boyfriend, husband, knife
at her feet, her hand was in his hand, (It almost looked like
he was holding on) and her lips were pressed against his
(looked like they were giving each other on final kiss).
The next day the newspapper said: "Young girl take's her life
at her boyfriend's funeral"
It was decided that she and her boyfriend will be buried at
the same place, they were both buried in the smae plot together.
Two couples, both committed suicide because of one mistake,
lives ruined by each of the two families because of one mistake
that was made, two young people leave this world because of their
love for one another.
The girl broke up with the guy because she scared to be in so much
love, she was scared to be hurt and didn't know what to do and so
the guy killed himself because he couldn't live without her loving him.
Then at his funeral, the girl realized her mistake, and coundn't live
without him, so she killed herself too..
Babe, Drr want to let you know that i really need you to live.
Drr needs your love and care. Drr won't be alone without you.
Drr love you so much. You are an important part of my life.
Drr need you to breathe. Thanks for loving me=)
I love you so much.
I miss you
emo-me.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
"Even you cruelly isolated me, who will understand my heart?
The candlelight is gradually going out in my eyes.
Why did you push me towards the edge, everything that's been broken?
Blocked me so I couldn't move forward.
Imprisoned in the room furthest away from the sound of laughter.
Isolated in a spiral of loneliness.
The whole world's electricity has stopped.
The whole world has closed up its streets.
A black night has been stuck.
Outside all my windows, I cry yearning.
But no-one hears.
Desperate to the extreme, all that's left is tiredness
The whole world's electricity has stopped.
The whole world's sky is full of white snow
Then I realise that my heart has broken fragments of memories
When I dream and turn over, I feel a stab of pain and bleed.
I curl up into a circle just like a full stop"
emo-me.
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Drr Drr miss Babe so much!!!
Drr will get to see Babe tomorrow.
Can't wait for tomorrow to come,
can't wait to see your lovely smile.
I wish i can hug you in my arms all night.
Can't stop missing you every night,
my mind it's just all about you. I'm always
worried about you. Can you promise Drr?
When i'm not with you takecare of your self k?
You know i love you so much. Can't live without you.
I love you Babe so much
I'm missing you so much so much
emo-me.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
Now, its 5.30am. Cant sleep just keep thinking of Babe. I'm so worried for you. I want to show you my care and concern for you but i just don't know how. I try my best and i proved to you that i love you. I'm always thinking that is it what i have done isnt't enough? Maybe my words hurt you? If so tell me, i know it was my fault but i hope you would forgive me.
I'm always thinking of you. No matter how happy or sad i am always thinking of you. I know this few days you're stress with your home's and studies. I guess i have to step back for this few days. I hope what i'm doing is right ya.
I'm suppose im nothing without you, my eyes are screaming for the sight of you and tonight i'm dreaming all the things that we've been through and suppose there were cold nights but we found that waiting through. So i guess i will be lonely too.
BABE, I Love You So Much
Im missing you
Your Beloved
Im sorry.
Goodnights BABE
emo-me.
Friday, July 24, 2009
Thursday, July 23, 2009
BABE, im sorry for asking such stupid things ya? I won't ask like i said i will not even spill a single word about it.
Im sorry, i regreted and i will make this a promise. I guess i gone too far.
Sorry i realise what i said was too much. Im really sorry. Im missing you.
emo-me.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
